Actually, I hope you can see this post. Maybe this is the one of my way where you can find out my feelings......
I'm confused how to start. A lot of stories between me & you. Too much problem come to my life. I know, life is always a problem. But, I can't hide this problem. And the problem is always about you. We've been together almost 3 years. I know we're broke up because of me. Because my big fault. Sorry :"""( You said, you've forgiven me. But, It's not enough for me! When my birthday, You gave me a surprise & brought a mini-cake. Although I know the cake was not from you. And then I ask you to return. But, you didn't answer my question. You just said "I don't know, I can't answer now". Oke, I'm waiting your answer. 3 months you don't answer. Until I get a new boyfriend. I thought, as I have a new boyfriend, I can forget you. For the first month, yes. My new boyfriend always makes me angry with his words. He never thought about my feelings. The problems with my new boyfriend is always about the other girl and his attitude. And then we're broke up. And I'm single now! Oke, forget it!! Back to my bear. Yaaaa, that's my nick name for him. Hey you, I'm still loving you...... Don't you know that? One day, I saw your conversation with my ex too. I'm shock! You said "I don't intent to return to her". But why, after you talked like that, you still send me a message??? Since then I try not to think of you again. My friends always said "You should moving on!" I always to try. And the result always failed. In my mind, I always thinking about you............ like where is he? What are you doing? Is he already find another girl or not? I like to see your smile and your laugh. Maybe for 6-7 months before we graduated from senior high school. After that, maybe I need a long time to see you again :"""( I really thanks to god because I've met people like you. Now you have a twitter. I don't want to see your timeline, but I still do that. Your tweet is "I'll never ever move on, just waiting for you". I don't know that tweet for who. If your tweet is not for me, I hope you're happy and wish your target is good enough for you, so she didn't hurt you :"""( It's my first time to be like this. I mean it's my first time really in love with someone. I always pray for you. I don't know what happen next. I always pray, we can be together again. Whenever it! I hope we can be like before. Am I wrong? Too hard to explain. I miss you............... everyday. You're my best boyfriend I ever had. You give me a deep memories. Maybe I'm too much to loving you. But I really love you, trust me! You know what, when I write this post, I'm crying................... Poor me! I probably look stupid, I didn't want to forget you. I'm trying to be a stronger.
I'm waiting for you. Take care :"""(
